Saturday, November 04, 2006
10:36 PM
last night was Emo Night :/
played sad songs and stared into space hugging my wolvie pillow (:
realised that the part of me almost everyone sees is just a facade.
one that i built early sec one i think.
but i've been hiding behind that fake cheerful lame joker act that its actually part of me now.
and i'm pretty okay with it (:
but when I'm alone and i feel emo, i revert back to my other self. (oh god i sound like yuugi -.- )
and sometimes when i'm with someone i can trust like lou, i'll get all sad and emo and moodswingy cause i know she wont judge me by what she sees (:
I LOVE LOUISA WU <3 i guess thats why i cry so easily at sad movies or occasions like POP or jean/logan death scenes (HAHA)
cause that facade wasn't created to withstand sadness, it was one to cover the real me so i couldnt get hurt.
top row, left to right.CHLOE the mad
photographer, ALICIA the
tamagotchi freak,
FAITH the
rich chick,
LIJIE the crazy
daredevil,
JOANNA the spastic
stick.
bottom row, left to right.STEPH the
para addict,
XISHI the
youtube paikia,
JIAFENG the
loganjean retard.
ILOVEMYCLIQUE <3
Saturday, November 04, 2006
10:36 PM
last night was Emo Night :/
played sad songs and stared into space hugging my wolvie pillow (:
realised that the part of me almost everyone sees is just a facade.
one that i built early sec one i think.
but i've been hiding behind that fake cheerful lame joker act that its actually part of me now.
and i'm pretty okay with it (:
but when I'm alone and i feel emo, i revert back to my other self. (oh god i sound like yuugi -.- )
and sometimes when i'm with someone i can trust like lou, i'll get all sad and emo and moodswingy cause i know she wont judge me by what she sees (:
I LOVE LOUISA WU <3 i guess thats why i cry so easily at sad movies or occasions like POP or jean/logan death scenes (HAHA)
cause that facade wasn't created to withstand sadness, it was one to cover the real me so i couldnt get hurt.
top row, left to right.CHLOE the mad
photographer, ALICIA the
tamagotchi freak,
FAITH the
rich chick,
LIJIE the crazy
daredevil,
JOANNA the spastic
stick.
bottom row, left to right.STEPH the
para addict,
XISHI the
youtube paikia,
JIAFENG the
loganjean retard.
ILOVEMYCLIQUE <3
ME!
JEAN!
LOGAN!
JEAN AND LOGAN! <3
DARK PHOENIX <3
and garbage! :D
theFRAY!
switchfoooot.
falloutboy!
diablo!!! (:
twilight/newmoon/eclipse franchise!
KAIBA and kisara!
KAIBA and serenity
BLUEEYESWHITEDRAGON :D
tohma-sama and gaomon <3
daimon masaru and agumon! :D
bougainvillea!
SIMS 2 LOVE :D
Adore
refer to above -grins :D
Wishes
NOTE TO ALL! i'm updating my WISHLIST cause my BIRTHDAY'S COMING IN A FEW WEEKS : D
- POTC worlds end!
- that SN: Hollywood Action! doesnt mess up ):
- new set of elec strings!
- to be a pro firelighter <3
- dishwalla? (:
- fob's first ever album!
- theKillers album!
- more loganjean comics :D
-
GAMEBOY DS.!! omg. IN SILVER/BLACK PLEASE. the limited edition limegreen would be awesome. and blue is okay i guess. NO WHITE/PINK thanks! stares at GETS!!!
- (related to above) DIGIMON WORLD DS OMG. :D OMG.
- ALSO related to above. YUGIOH: NIGHTMARE TROUBADORE!
- xbox: ningaGAIDEN!
- spiderman3 PC game!
- MORE YUGIOH CARDS.
- YUGIOH duel disk launcher!
- yugioh english anime translation book 16!
- new moon/elipse/twilight
- GAMEBOY DS.
- GAMEBOY DS.
- maybe PSP! :D
-
elec guitar!